Until forever...

I Love you, I adore you

Life without you would be gray... unlivable

Don't you ever go away, forever won't you stay

And when the appointed time comes

 the time when leaf subsides to leaf

we will discard this mortal shell hand in hand amidst of our loves

to be received by our King

 you and I forever, I promise

 until eternity...

Written by Kenneth L Johnson

My own enemy...

Mystified, stymied, confused and wearied. The white flag is in my hand by my side, how badly I want it to wave... if not for them.

Gifted with a curse, cursed with a gift, how easy it is to lose sight, to drift, to just let go in a moment of insanity, how easy...

Misunderstood, looked at as a monster, I intimidate I suppose.

Embraced by a few and that is sad, that hurts.

Can't you see the longing to be a part, behind the walls I've built around my heart, mortared in with the fear of rejection?

I suppose the weirdo I will be, as they constantly say to me, I'll retreat to my cave once again... I am my own worst enemy,

I am my own worst enemy...